Gotta warn you, I’m writing this post with tears in my eyes right now so it’ll have less to do with fashion and more to do with my personal life. I’m pretty sure I’ll regret it in the morning and come back and edit (quite possibly), but I’m thinking writing this post out right now might help me a bit.
I’ve been having a really rough few weeks with my family. I’ve always been very close to them, but lately I just feel pretty invisible and worthless. There’s been a lot of conflict, not only with them, but within myself. I feel a bit lost and unsure of myself. A lot has changed, not sure if it’s for the better or for worse, but it’s kind of hard to deal with. Today was probably one of the worst days I’ve had in a long time, because of that, I’m making a lot of mistakes. When I make a lot of mistakes, I feel like crawling into a hole and hiding from the world, so I might do just that for a while.
I really don’t know what else to say. I was trying to practice more white on white pictures with this post, but I kind of gave up in the middle. I’ll try again another day. I think it’s time for bed.
*Skin: FAKE :: Marie – NUDE [Milky] by Bonnie Forder
Eyelashes: MG – Eyelashes – Groomed – BLACK by Maxi Gossamer
*Hair: >TRUTH< Cynthia - ivory by Truth Hawks *Romper: coldLogic romper – mathis.snow (S) by coldLogic
Ring: Paper Couture Diamonds and Pearl Ring by Cora Lu
Nails: Candy Nail #FP006 Clear Glitter French 3color change by Peche Bury
*Poses: Exposeur by RubyStarlight Writer