September 22nd is my birthday and this year is kind of a milestone birthday for me. I dunno though…I’m feeling kinda old. Feels like I’ve really aged these past few months. And although I was able to let go of a lot of things and move on from them, my permeable layer that I use to shield myself from others seems to be a bit stronger. I’m a bit more protective and apprehensive about opening up too much of myself. Not sure why that is the case or perhaps that comes with age. In your youth it may be easier to let people in but as you get older, your good and bad experiences can affect how much of yourself you are willing to let go.
I also feel like there is so much in my life that I kinda wanted to do or should have done and I haven’t as of yet. Does that make me a failure? Is there really a set of rules or goals that one needs to have accomplished at a certain age?
I’m rambling aren’t I? Sorry, didn’t mean to get all philosophical on y’all. I just get these random thoughts so I figure what better a place to share these thoughts than my very own blog! 😛
So anyways…for my birthday would you like to pile me up? 😀 Check out the pile up group on flickr! I dunno if this image is a good pic to pile up on, but it’s raw from sl with shadows enabled. I tried to keep the image size pretty big, so hopefully you’ll be able to work with it. Here’s the original size for you to play with, it’s 3800×3080.
Anyhow, I’m gonna go get some sleep so I’m all ready to eat lotsa cake tomorrow. Have a good night everyone <3
*Skin: -Glam Affair– Castalia- Tan – 04 by aida Ewing
*Hair: Amacci Hair Jessica ~ Ebony by Carina Larsen
*Dress: Prelude – Radieuse Rouge by Polaire Aeghin
Jewels: Donna Flora – Alma Set by Squinternet Larnia
*Pose: Storin by Annah Whitfield