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Killing Me Softly

killing me softly

So I’m gonna be totally honest with you guys. I’ve been going through a lot recently and it’s been affecting every aspect of my life; from my decision making (or lack thereof) to my irrational behavior and my complete disregard for people’s feelings. It’s almost as if I’m on this train that’s going 1000 miles per hour and there’s just no way to stop it and if I stop to think and look around too much, it’s just going to make me dizzy. I don’t even know if I’m making any sense right now. All I know is, I feel lost. But as lost as I feel, the train ride is kinda fun. I guess I’ll just shutup and see where I end up.

So yeah, totally rambled there but hey, that’s what blogs are for! Not like anyone really reads this stuff anyways. Most of you are just lookin at the pretty pictures and checking out the credits now, right? Yeah, that’s what I thought. 😛

killing me softly

*Skin: PXL Gaia Tan by Hart Larsson
*Eyes: Les Fleurs du Mâle-Alive-Copper-S-Light by Aymeric Pelazzi
*Hair: Shag Falling Slowy by Sebastien Aries
*Dress: Baiastice Grifha camel by Sissy Pessoa
*Stockings: Erratic fishnet wide by Erratic Rain
*Shoes: Nardcotix Edna Platforms by Nardya Rousselot
*Necklace: (Kunglers Extra) Masai – Necklace – copper by Avagardner Kungler
*Poses: Long Awkward Pose by Dove Swanson
*Promotional copies
Location: Sea Salts


Strawberry has been a Second Life Resident since 2007 and a Linden Lab employee since 2019.

15 thoughts on “Killing Me Softly

  • Maybe it’s the way the moon and the stars are aligned or something in the air. I am kind of feeling the same way a bit. The ebb and flow of life is grand at times right?

  • I always read your lines, I’m sorry to hear what you feel. But they say we find ourselves when and only if we feel lost. So let if flow.I’m going through the same situation, but I learned not to fight against this, rather tolerate it.
    Hugs! <3

  • Treasure Deluxe

    I know that feeling. For me it’s Me vs. Inner Self or Jean Grey vs. Phoenix. Enjoy it as long as you do good while on the train ride.

  • Oh but we do read and to some of us you definitely make sense. We never know what life has in store for us and its fun to not know because it means anything can happen. Just try enjoy the bumpy ride along the way and when it gets to bumpy remember there’s lots of people around you to grab and hold on tight to get through the bumps. Oh and I do agree the pictures are pretty 😉 big hugs

  • Well, I read them!

    Don’t see how you can play the “nobody reads my blog” card when your site is featured all over the place (that’s how I found it). If you want a real “nobody reads my” blog then try mine! LOL

    Anyway, hope you get back on track soon hon.

    (Pun intentional) ;o)

  • Strawberry , Hope you feel better soon.
    I often get like that from time to time as well. Hugs and yes we do read the lines you write too, as well as look at the pretty pictures 😛

  • I feel very much the same way lately Berry! I hope things start to look up for you and the train slows down a bit… even if it is fun! <3

  • Y’all need to stop reading my blog….just sayin! 😛

    Thank you so much everyone for your kind words, they mean a lot to me. <3

    I really dunno what I was thinking when I wrote this post, just having one of those moments. LOL I am ok now, thank you again for all your love and support. <3

  • Berry Jee I totally agree with Elle’s comment. I have been feeling the exact same way for the last 3 weeks, I am positive it’s the stars. Here’s what a wise lady said to help me today….Breathe and live in the Now. Missing you.

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  • Hi Strawberry,

    I really hope things start working out for you soon. Don’t be down.

    Just remember the train always stops at some point. I hope you have your ticket in hand by then!! 🙂

    Best wishes,

  • Larke Longmeadow

    Gee, Berry… I thought it was just me! I’m in this land-buying-house-placing-lanscaping-frenzy-so-don’t-get-in-my-way thing. Is it the colour of the sky in Ocobter, the threat of Hallowe’en mayhem at every turn…or what?

    Time to take a breath, scan the horizon for something beautiful, and hang on for the ride. Soon, there shall come a time and place for rest and reflection. When that comes, I shall welcome it, do what I need to do to regain balance, and start again. For, what is SL, if not a do-over?

    I love your blog – great information and wonderful photos. Reading it helps me relax, and for that – and many other things – I thank you!

    Be well,

  • Karma Avedon

    …throws you a rope and shouts, “Hey, tie an end to that and hang on..we’ll ride this one out together!”

  • Berry, I care… or I wouldn’t even come here to say, “I care.” Sending you a private message.

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